Salam Aidil Adha

After longgg time im not updating my blog, today is the time! yeay! esok raya haji..salam aidil adha sume...and im not celebrating this eid again...for the 3rd year in sequence...how bad i am..i think i almost forget how to celebrate all those Eid..its been 3 years now, im not celebrating this event..im really hope that next year i can do this, at least one of the Eid with my dearest hubby...i miss my love so much now! :(

my current location is in abu dhabi..after 2 wks in kuwait, im attending a course in abu dhabi for 2wks..and its 4 wks now im away from my husband..tomorow im flying back to kuwait for another 2 wks, before another 1 course coming on mid of december..yess, i want to finish all my course for this grade 10 by end of this year, so that by next year i can focus on my technical screen test and my gfe project and gfe interview for promotion to grade 11.. insya allah..pray for me!

yes, my last break was the greatest break that i have so far, beside my wedding break :) hehe..3 wks break, spent whole 3wks with my dearest husband, its absolutely amazing!i never imagined it will happend...but, allah always help us..alhamdulillah..we did soooo many things on my last break..im soo happy! a lot of new things we brought into our life..another new commitment :) its truly great!i miss that moment and i hope it will happend again someday..insya allah..

ouh ya, this hitch i have to do around 10wks...2wks+ on crew - 2 wks course - 2 wks+ on crew - 1 wk course - 2 wks shud be office trip but maybe i have to go back to crew to compensate with my days off count..im gonna miss my dear sweetheart like crazy! its just 4wks done!still have another long weeksssss to go...hopefuly time flies..i miss my sayang..at this moment, its really feels like besarnya pengorbanan kami...berjauhan berminggu2...entah sampai bila akan begini...i miss u abang! smoga allah terus permudahkan segala urusan kita berdua, dan terus satukan hati kita berdua...moga allah limpahkan kasih syg, kebahagiaan dan kesenangan dlm rumah tangga kita selamanya...amin....

i love my husband so much!

its getting better now :)

Alhamdulillah..

its getting better now..and im home soon....wuuhuuuu!! now i can count the days for home..i get used to this critical situation for the time being, at least! hak3.. m really looking fwd for going home ths time since i'll having 3wks break ths time ;) m soooo happy! cant wait to see my love at home...i miss u so much my dear husband! n i start to miss all malaysian n Raya food! haha..nk mkn menu2 raya...rindunya pd suasana itu..it has been 3 years now im celebrating ths event outside, alone! bless me...

today is 27th september...time flies! n today we already married for 6 months! alhamdulillah..moga allah limpahkan kasih syg nya pd rumahtangga kami..moga pernikahan ini kekal hingga ke akhir hayat dan d kurniakan kebahagian serta kesenangan...amien..m proud having u as my lovely husband, abang..thank u for everything :) i love u with all my heart...

will b in KL on 7th Oct evening ;) yippie!

life is really at critical stage!

its not easy as what ppl think...never! i really hope that time will fly quicker than normal..i need to finish ths hitch soon...im tired...im stress...im overload..one after another is coming...and one by one giving us pressure...ya allah, pls permudahkan segala urusan ku..besar sungguh tanggungjwb yg d galas bila terpaksa memegang harapan dan kepercayaan seorang big boss...kadang2 aku terpk, salah aku ke kerana terlalu bagus sebelum ini? hinggakan dia tidak percayakan yg lain..atau ini yg allah dorongkan utk permudahkan segala nya? aku cuba menjd positif..aku cuba melalu hari2 dgn tenang seperti biasa..tp...aku masih belum berjaya utk itu..its already 2 wks plus..another 4 wks to go..hmm..trying to tune my mind into positive way!

feel likes i want to run away n away from other ppl..........................i miss home? before, but not now...aaarrgghhhhh......

why?

i feel unhappy :( why ?

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I'm back to work..

yerp..it's been long time i didnt update my blog..erm..bukan x de yg nk d luahkan..cumanya, x cukup masa nk menulis d sini..after 6wks 5days i spent on field, 2wks full in abu dhabi, and at last, on 15th August, i was safely arrived in KL..home sweet home :) m soo happy! spending all my time with my dearest husband..a lovely week! we really have a great time together..3days 3 nights in Pulau Perhentian, Tganu..coming back to kl, spending our time with bbq party, eating out, cooking, watching movies at home, shopping, and a lots more xtvts! ouh yeahhh...but its all happend within 1 week only! 23rd August morning, we have to b apart again..my flight was in the morning..and now, im writing ths entry from Kuwait staffhouse..waiting the crew driver to pick me up and bring me back to crew...the place where i have to spend my time fr another 6wks! yerp, i will spend my ramadhan, and Eidul Fitri here, in Kuwait..far from my beloved husband, family and home..currently my mind is in progress of resetting - m back to field life, with new additional post assign to me, as LPT Team Leader..

whatever it is, im still bersyukur, coz im able to spend 1 day of ramadhan with my dear husband, for the 1st time as married couple...sronok sgt, dpt sahur sama2, berbuka bersama...hmm...its wonderful! i love u so much sweetheart..

now, i have to start counting the days again...but ths time is cool, because i know that i only need to spend 6 wks here..and tentatively i will travelling on 6th October to KL..yeay! 6 wks only!...the 1st week just started..

ramadhan in kuwait, subuh is around 3.50am..and maghrib is around 6.30pm..i dont know yet, what is available for sahur here..i have to wait for tonite..and this time i really hope that i can do morning shift every day! because its easy for me to berbuka puasa later at the end of day..and also, easy for me to pray zohor n asar...insya allah..may god bless me, and makbulkan doa ku..amien....

ouh ya, few days back, i've got a niece! my brother got daughter..yippie yeay! im officially an auntie now to my own niece..huk3..her name is Balqis..agaknye mcm ni laa kot eja dia..hehe..she's sooo cute..putih melepak..jari2 dia cantekkk....jeles! hihihi...ok laa..see u aftr 6 wks balqis..take care tau to u n ur mommy..

ok..till then..Happy Ramadhan fo all..feel and take part on ths blessful month to the max! :) Selamat berpuasa, selamat bersahur, selamat berbuka buat semua readers...sama2 kita doakan kesihatan kita semua...

::moga allah berikan aku kekuatan, kesihatan, dan permudahkan segala urusan ku d sini...insya allah..amien::

01 08 09

yeay! its August today! m sooo happpy...im writing this post from Staffhouse in Abu Dhabi.. I arrived in AD last night, at 1015pm..with such a great n tired experience...taking gulf air flight, just for the sake of cheapness!!nuts! i hate it...btw, gulf air is a good flight if compared to egypt air or kuwait airways..but, the sequence and the transit time last night almost make me dead..from kuwait to bahrain, n from bahrain to abu dhabi..i supposed have 1 hour transit time.. from kuwait, they checkin my luggage straight to abu dhabi..but for me, they said, i have to get my boarding pass from bahrain airport..my small heart already said, do i have enough time for that? boarding from kuwait, the flight was delayed...due to unknown reason..it should depart 1800..but its already 1825, we r still here, in kuwait...my worried begin...gosh..if i cant catch my flight to AD?my boarding pass? my luggage? ......

i arrived in bahrain at 1935..pls noted, its arrival time!the moment every body inflight stand up to get their hand carry, i was like, rushing, to run out from the flight..because my next flight should depart from bahrain at 2005..once im able to escape myself out from the flight, i run................go to transfer desk, ask my boarding pass..guess what? the guy on the transfer desk counter saying that, the gate is closed already! hah?? ouh god..thats not my mistake..flight from kuwait was delayed..my luggage already transfer to abu dhabi..then that guy call his boss...haha..in my heart, i keep praying, ouh god, pls make all ths easy on me..n the boss said that, the flight is waiting for me..everybody is boarding now..he print our my pass n said, straight away go to gate 32..whew...alhamdulillah..thanks god! whre's this gate? 32? shit...its very far...im running like hell..after x tau brape lama dh x lari, haha, suddenly need to do ths exercise!m able to get ths flight, at last....whew...m safely arrive in AD last night with pain on my foot..maybe sbb dh lama x lari kot? huhu..

just hope that ths case will not be repeated again aftr ths...i want a peaceful journey..no rush! i hate it..m going back to kl after 2 wks here..taking same flight, abu dhabi to bahrain, bahrain to KL..yeay! looking fwd to meet my dearest hubby in KL! really miss him soooo much!..

tomorrow a new story will begin...working in the office, which u've been leaving all these more than 7 months, n now, u need to catch it up, all over again at very short time! bless me...

yeay!

today is 27th...means, today, we r married for 4 months! yeay! alhamdulillah...skjp je..diam x diam dh 4 bulan rupenye..tp dh 10 minggu x jmpa..huhu..sedeh :(

hmm..today, 6wks done! tomorrow start my 7th wks..and i have another 2 wks plus to go home! yippie! x saba nye nk jmpa encik suami tersayang..harap2 dia dh abes job time tu..my dear hubby now on job kat miri offshore..will hardly pray for us so that we can meet each other ths time! it will b 12wks plus dh x jmpa nant by the time im home..uhuk3..besar sungguh pengorbanan kami :

few days more for me to b on crew..i feel extremely lazy nk pegi abu dhabi tu..sbb nant kene spend duit sendiri..x suke nye!!! haih..ofis job plak...xpe..2 minggu lbh je lg..huhu...cant wait to have our next honeymoon vacation!i miss u sayang....x saba nk makan2 n masak2 ngan encik suami :)

today...

today is 22nd July..yerp..its my birthday.. Happy Birthday to me, myself n I..another +1 to my age..its 2nd year for me celebrating birthday on crew, which is far away from my family n friends..last year was in egypt..this year in kuwait..what about next year? i hope im able to celebrate with my dear husband..insya allah..

its confirm that i'll having my Ramadhan n Hari Raya Aidilfitri in Kuwait..bless me..this is my 2nd year also celebrating Eid away from my family..in 2007 i was really lucky because my manager gave me days off a day before Eid..in 2008, i was in Egypt celebrating my Eid, which is not an Eid, where we have to work normally as usual..and, this year will b the 3rd year for me celebrating Hari Raya Aidiladha away from my family..in 2007, i was in Abu Dhabi, attended a course..in 2008 i was in Abu Dhabi also, same case, attended a course...and this year, 2009, will be same case again...im going to attend a course there in Abu Dhabi..hopefully next year, at least one of the Eid, im able to celebrate with my husband...insya allah..

gud news, 5 wks done! but i still have another 3wks plus...im doing 8wks plus this time..crazy..working continuously for more than 60 days...but, this is the life..working life, to be exact! a bit pressure this few days, because we short of ppl..i hope that i manage to stand until end of my hitch..

ive got my ticket home..after all, im still not happy with that..i'll lost 2 days for travel! hate it..just because of company want to save money..really unhappy, because i should use that 2 days with my dear hubby, instead of wasting it for travel :( Insya allah, i'll arrive in KL on 15th August afternoon..and will travel back to Kuwait on 23rd August morning...what a short break!by the way, i have to appreciate that, at least i can meet my other half after 12wks plus we r not seeing each other..so sad...12wks is already equivalent quarter of the year! quarter of our wedding year just gone like that...bless us!

i've been granted Kuwaiti residence visa for a year, which will expired on next year June..which means, i will not have any visa problem to enter kuwait aftr this, and thats mean, i will not have extra days for my vacation..huh~

i will travel to Abu Dhabi on this 31st July..for my office assignment..really hope that i can control my self in terms of spending money over there...i know, there's summer sale now! but, i have to discipline myself..i need nothing at the moment! so, i have to bare in mind, no need to spend on unuseful things...i'll be in Abu Dhabi again on ths November, by the way..

thats all update for now..

::moga allah murahkan rezeki ku dan pjgkn usia ku, berkati hidupku, kurniakan kebahagian dan kesenangan pd rumahtangga ku, limpahi kasih syg pd ku dan suamiku, serta permudahkn segala urusanku walau d mana aku berada...amien..semoga aku sentiasa dalam lindunganNya::

its almost 4wks done!

yerp..tomorrow my 4th wk is done! yippie~ another 4wks? maybe...hopefully i can get my residence visa within time..

my health not so good lately..just hope that im able to manage myself for another 4wks here..May Allah give me the strength and healthy here..amien..

LIFE is always full of surprise!

....anything to say more? *end*

Yeay!

today is 30th June...
tomorrow is 1st July...
after 1 month, then 1st August come..
August, I'll be home then! Yuhuuu~ Home Sweet Home!

::really miss my dear hubby so much! may Allah give me the strength to face all ths easily..insya Allah::

its my 2nd weeks here..

yerp! 1 week done! its my 2nd weeks here in kuwait..yesterday i did my medical check up n fingerprints in town..its really give me a new experience! if before we keep saying that those foreign workers in malaysia need to take fingerprints for all his/her fingers, and now, its my turn of being like them..haha..even ths is my 3rd country im working on, but ths is 1st time for me doing ths kind of visa process.. hopefully i will get my residence visa soon..

on my 1st week, its really like hell..its totally adapting process, again n again in my entire working life, i guess...but now in 2nd week, its much better..i have to keep positive mind..focus on what i do and what im aiming for..the success will come, if there's an effort and believe..

as for now, im gathering info and asking for help from my trusted contacts in ths company..im working for my General Field Engineer (GFE) project soon..thats the next step aftr u having ur senior role in company.. at the beginning, it is like an inner conflict on me..such an out of control..but luckily, my hubby always on my side whenever i need him..from his words n support, im able to stand up again and keep evrythg under my ctrl..feel much better now..but it always same, i will never fail to count the days left for me in crew..huhu..

ok..hopefully Allah will help me ease on passing thru my days here in kuwait..insya allah..

for the other half of my life: there's no word that i can express to show how i miss you sayang..do take care at home..u r always in my heart n my mind..i love u so much sweetheart..

Kuwait version

im in kuwait now..ths is my 3rd day already...alhamdulillah..pantas ye masa blalu..rasa mcm br smlm smpi..haha..thats a good sign!

i arrived at kuwait on 16th morning. after having 8hours++ inflight journey by kuwait airways..huhu.. i just cant imagine when my cousin told me that kuwait airways is much better than egypt air and qatar airways..uhuk2..for me, all ths airways not having much different..but ths kuwait airways was given me a big surprise interms of meals serving..haha..1st time woooo dlm flight time bg mkn, pramugari dia x tanya pun nk menu apa..start dia tolak troli dia tu, dia main bg je food yg dia ada..dlm hati kecilku, "aik..x kan diorg ni xde choice of menu kot? satu tu je ke jenis food diorg..apa laa yg ada dlm tu agaknya..huhu" seriously, they never asked anyone..and the food...not so good..1st time rasanya aku mkn dlm flight x abes..keh3..slalunye sure licin mknan tu aku kejekan..huhu..thats what we calld as experience ya..heh..

ok.. ths is new crew, new country, new environment and new ppl..ths time, again, language problem..most of the labor worker are indians, bangladesh, pakistani, nepali..they might share same language, which is urdhu..haih..jelesnyaaa beta kat mereka2 yg sebahasa ngan diorg ni..kene blaja ckp urdhu plak ke aku ni? adoi...br pass ckp arab, dh nk kene blaja ckp lain plak..hmm..its like a bonus if u can understand their lang..since they will use that lang in the morning meeting which at the end u will end up with getting 20% only from what they talking about..nk tlg solve pun x leh..nk bg advice pun x leh..xpe2..slowly i'll get u boys..watch out ya..ngeh3..

1st day keje smlm ok je..round2 g kat field, tgk labor worker ni wat keje..then g linechecker..then g rec truck n balik camp..alhamdulillah..sbb dpt smayang kat bilik..now the weather is hot..very hot..kul 10 pg je dh 40deg..kul 12 dah 45deg..its just the beginning of summer now..huhu..cant imagine how the peak of summer in kuwait..july n august is the peak of summer..hopefully i can survive on that time..ouh ya, the 1st night i was here, im getting new experience..the truely and really sandstorm..ptg kul 6lbh, langit gelap, ada guruh2..pastu ada kilat kaler oren..nmpk mcm nk hujan lebat sgt dh ni kalau kat mesia tu..hehe..tp kat sini.guruh2,kilat2, then angin2, lps tu dlm sekejapan, fuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhh...pasir berterbangan dgn kelajuan yg sgt tinggi...siap gegar2 lg sleeper trailer ni..haha..itulah dia rupanya sandstorm yg sbnr..hehe..

erm..morning meeting start at 430am..thats general meeting..kalau kene pegi keje shift pg,kul 330am dh nk kene g field..skrg ni subuh kul 3pg..isyak plak kul 830mlm..hmm..kul 9 je aku dh ready nk sleep..azan je isyak kene ready nk smayang dh..pg kul 245am aku nk kene bgn dh..ready2 nk subuh n g keje trus..skrg bgn kul 245 sbb aku x kene keje shift lg..hehe..tp aku rasa ada baiknya keje shift pg, wpun waktunya panjang, tp aku blh balik smayang zohor n asar kat camp..ths time, crew member aku ramai egyptian n indian..n yet, sume x semayang..haha..pening x? aderh..ths is the thing yg merisaukan aku..smlm tanya kat colleague aku, ada prayer mat x kat rec truck tu, n jawapannya.....no.....sunggu terkejut..korg egyptian yg ramai2 ni selama gr ni x semayang ke..sdgkan slalu je balik lmbt dr field tu..adoi..mintak2 laa aku lps ni blh keje pg hari2..x kesah laa kene bgn pg pun, dan aku mmg jenis bgn pg sbb nk smayang subuh...so, blh je trus g keje lps tu kan..hmm..moga allah permudahkn urusan solatku d sini..amien..

ahaa...guess what? kat crew kuwait ni ada sos cili!! haha..brand maggi lg ye..huhu~ kagum sgt..selama hampir 2 thn aku keje, dr uae ke egypt, sume crew xde sos cili ni..yg ada hanyalah tobasco, thats their chilli sauce..hehe..tp kene control gak..xleh mkn sos slalu.x baik..haha..

job wise..hmm..smlm ada laa muka2 x puas hati bila aku dh grade10 dlm usia semuda ini..so what? tau laa kita sume sama grade..dan yg penting aku paling muda..but thats my personal achievement..aku dpt grade 10 pun bkn aku heran nk takeover jawatan ko ke apa..i have my own plan..i never dream to become a head dept or what else..yg penting aku nk abeskn grade11 aku secepatnya then i can have my career orientation review so that i can ask to jump to office work..aku nk settle down dr keje field ni after aku dpt grade11..insya allah..moga allah permudahkn segala urusan ku..moga allah berkati rezeki ku dan berikan aku kejayaan dlm kerjaya ini..amien...

hmm..ok..hr ni start masuk keje as normal..jap lg nk g rec truck tu..kene catch up balik system ni after 5months plus aku tinggalkn dia..hehe..insya allah, i can prove to them my performance..ok..i still have some paperworks not complete yet..hopefully can settle evrythg as soon as possible..ouh ya, i have to wait for my resident visa until i can fly out from kuwait..if not, i have to stay here until they get my resident visa..kuang3..hopefully it will b less than 8wks time..blh jd gila wooo kalau dok kat field lbh dr 8wks n hari2 kene keje..hahaha...

ahaa..kuwait desert, nk crite sket..hehe..ada UXO kat sini byk..even jln2 kat field smlm pun aku ada nmpk bangkai2 mcm kapal terbang nye badan..huhu..dulu katanya mereka berperang..dan masih ada mine, UXB, UXO..sume nye laa..sbb tu kitaorg kene jln ikut kwsn yg dh d clearkn mine nye je..moga sumenye slmt..insya allah..

orite..will update later whenever i have a gud spare time..hehe..wish me luck here..pray for my health n safety..pray for my ease of day..insya allah..amien..

for my love: take care syg..rindu nyaaa kat suami sy ni..hehe..muaaahhh...i love u a lot sayang..thanks for ur support at all time on me..i really appreciate that..ok..hugs n kisses from me to u!

im back to work!

im leaving home tonight for Kuwait.. im back to work..hoping that I will be back to KL on early August! wish me luck there..may Allah bless me on all my way..

insya Allah, moga dpermudahkan segalanya untukku..amien..mentally prepared for summer on desert!

for my dear hubby: im gonna miss u always sweetheart.. i love u so much!

I'm leaving home in few days...

its a mix of feeling..half of my life is happy, because im off to work, at last!i'm back to resume my work after a very long holiday..but the other half of my life is crying..im leaving home..its not that im crying because im leaving my home, to be exact, im going to leave my husband for another 8wks! may Allah bless our life journey.. Insya Allah...

after processing the visa to Kuwait since last March, at last, I got the visa on 2nd June 2009. and now waitng for the flight ticket to kuwait.. another new country to be explore by another seismic engineer.. ths time might b different.. its a new country..new crew members..even i know most of the crew members there, but still, its a new environment, plus its summer there in kuwait! it getting hot and hot up to end of august and maybe until september..m currently tuning my mind that i will having my full Ramadhan there, in the Kuwait desert on summer time! huhu~ hopefully Allah will grant me the strength n healthy to overcome all ths situation..another worry on my mind is, im back to work ths time as a G10 staff, which means im a senior seismic engineer now. im strongly hope n pray that i can easily recall all my job related things after a very long holiday which all those getting rusted..whew~

:: from a simple girl becoming a wife, married to a guy that love me with his wholehearted, which both of us working on same industry -oil & gas- but on completely different area -offshore & onshore- I'm trying to live the life to the max! I'm proud and honoured to become a wife to Mr. Idris Abdul Rahman.. I love you sayang..I can't wait to see you again! ::

Happy birthday!

today is 30th May 2009.. its a special day for my dear hubby!

Happy birthday sayang! :) may allah bless you always..moga pjg umur dan d murahkn rezeki..moga kejayaan dan kebahagiaan sentiasa bsamamu..insya allah..sy doakan moga rumahtangga kita sentiasa d berkati dan d rahmati Nya, moga sentiasa d limpahi dgn kemudahan dan kesenangan..amien..may this coming years give u more happiness and prosperous! i love u syg.. lots of hugs and kisses from me to u ! muuaaahhhh...

i miss him badly :(

yerp.. i miss him sooo much ths days! i wish that he will b on my side at ths moment..really miss u sayang...

our marriage is 2 months old already :) alhamdulillah..moga Allah terus satukan hati kami dan panjang kn jodoh kami hingga ke akhir hayat..amien...im proud being ur wife sayang! lots of hugs n kisses from me to u b! may ths happiness lasting forever..insya allah...i love u my dear husband...

things happend within ths short time...

1st of all, im still in kl..preparing my work visa to kuwait..i just granted a work visa on last 14th may, which the date i shud fly to kuwait. n i have to delayed my flight. lots of thng need to do b4 entering kuwait as expat worker. i need a resident visa, to make me able to work in kuwait. the work visa is just an entry visa to expat worker. i need to do another medical check up for me to able to get a resident visa which will last up to 2 years.....hopefully evrything will done before my next depart date which is tentatively will be on 27th may. insya allah...

m alone again! last saturday, 16th may, my lovely hubby make a surprise for me..he's back in kl..yippie! m soo happy..we spend our time perfectly!even it is very short, but i really appreciate the moment we are together...he left to miri on last flight today..n m alone again! but it will b ok, bcoz it just for few more days, before im off to kuwait..plus, i still have lots of things to settle down b4 im off..

i have a pet!his name is Jimi :) its a rabbit..angora rabbit (ntah betul ke x spell angora tu.hik3) bulu tebal, mata dia pakai celak, bulu kaler putih...comey...jimi is my new friend at home now..my hubby yg pilih rabbit ni..day after day, jimi makin bijak dh..bila kitaorg tgk tv, jimi d lpskn dr kurungannya...hehe..dia main2, lompat sana sini, tp bagus, sbb x membuang merata2..haha..pandai masuk umah dia sendiri nk buat keje2 dia..pastu kuar balik..hehe..comey2...syg jimi! sape nk jaga jimi pasni? erm..still thinking about that..

another 1 week for me in kl..and i will off to job for 8 weeks ths time! will see my dearest hubby on july, hopefuly......insya allah...doakan kami tabah dlm perhubungan ini..moga allah terus satukan hati kami dan panjangkan jodoh kami hingga ke akhirnya...amien..

::m gonna miss my dear hubby so much! :( he just arrived at miri..moga sumenye slamat n dpermudahkan::

home sweet home..

im back to kl..yes..im home now..unfortunately, im not feeling well..uhuk2..

im preparing my stuff to travel on ths thursday! even i still didnt get my visa yet, but i have to get ready...insya allah, i will get my visa soon! amien..

i miss my husband so much! especially when my condition is not feeling well..really feel like i need him b on my side!

::feels dizzy, drowsy, feverish and flu...uhuk2..i wish that he's here on my side at ths time :'( hearts tearful ::

Alhamdulillah..

:) *smile*

alhamdulillah..I've been promoted to G10 as Senior Field Engineer effective from 1st May..mak n mak id kata ni rezeki kawen..alhamdulillah...syukur sgt..now, waiting for my visa approval to Kuwait..hopefully it will goes smoothly..insya allah..i should fly to kuwait by next friday, 15th may at 3am. but i still dont have my visa yet..risau gak sbnrnya ni..insya allah, sama2 doakan moga segalanya berjalan lancar dan dipermudahkan..at this moment im still at labuan, spending the day n night with my dearest husband..tp actually spend time at night je together, sbb siang dia bz buat keje d yard..tp sronok, sbb dpt tgk dia wat keje..hehe..from morning aftr bfast masuk opis dia, smpi laa ptg kul 6 br balik hotel..lunch pun x kuar..huhu..bila nk g explore jln2 kat labuan ni? xpe lah..he's busy at the moment..lgpun main purpose aku dtg sini bkn nk g jln2 pun..ths is not a vacation dowh..im here just for being together with my beloved hubby..yerp! ;)

orite..pen off..nk pk what shud i do aftr ths...

labuan..

yerp..im at labuan currently with my dear hubby..miss him so much!m sooo happy now..bcoz we r together at ths moment..alhamdulillah..may allah bless us..

::the happiness level is up up on the sky :-) ::

hoping for a sunshine!

yerp..m counting the days..counting for meeting my dear hubby soon..also m counting for the day to start working back..

i really miss u sayang..

we are apart..again..

yerp! we just married for less than 3 weeks, n yet we have to b apart again..dont know for how long, but thats the fate..today, he resume back his work aftr having long vacation for our wedding..my dearest husband off to miri ths evening to continue running his job overthr..he's going to offshore tomorrow morning for at least 6wks bcoz he has job on 3 different platform at miri..n insya allah, im off to kuwait after 4 wks..yeah..im gonna miss u like crazy syg!i miss u deeply..

im alone at our home sweet home with lots of memories n love..im hoping that my work visa application will b aprroved n so do i can resume back my work in ths mid May..yes..working..working n working...thats our short term mission! i have to b strong for being apart with my dear hubby..we know we love each other..we miss each other..everyday..but, life must go on! we are the one who choose ths way of life..

i love u syg..with all my heart..we both taking care ourselves..i miss u sooo much syg!

::its not as ez as what ppl think..when a husband and wife is being apart for unknown period...::

alhamdulillah..

its done!alhamdulillah..im officially taken n now is a wife to Mr Idris Abdul Rahman..hopefuly im able to b a good wife n b responsible to my husband..may allah bless our life til the end..

Thanks to all friend who manage to come to our wedding, really appreciate ur absence guys!thanks!

Now im waiting for my work visa approval to kuwait..hopefuly it will approved by the kwt government so that i can resume my work back in ths May..

We stil have about 2wks b4 my dear hubby go back to work as he already have job started on ths mid april..yerp..thats our love life challenge!being a long distance relationship..its not ez as what ppl think..n also its not too difficult, hopefully!god bless us..insya allah..

::single life end! Now is two..the married life..may allah help us to ease evrythg in ourlife..amien::

1 month left!

yeay!its only 1month left..with hope that all the preparation will go smooth until the event days..insya allah..

Doakan smoga smuanya bjln lancar..moga allah pjg kan jodoh kami hingga ke akhir hayat..amien..

::really looking fwd for my solemnization day! :-) moga allah pmudahkn urusan pnikahan kami nant::

counting the days..

yerp.. its only 2 months left for me to do the preparation..half of my heart confidently saying that i can settle evrythg within time..but the other half of my heart still have doubt..sempat ke eh? hehehe..insya allah..sempat..yakin2..huk3..

my list to do looks like never end..it goes longer everyday...haizzzz...moga aku terus d beri kekuatan dan kesihatan tubuh badan utk melalui hari2 mendtg...moga bertambah murah rezeki aku tahun ni..amien...

sometimes it's stressfull when u have to make tooo much decision at one time...god bless me!

::i miss my dear hubby to be, soooo much! just wish that he can be in kl by mid of march::

just started...

11th january 2009.. it was a surprised day.. the day that has changed all my plan..tp aku yakin, kita hanya merancang...allah yg menentukan...sesungguhnya aku yakin dgn perjlnan yg telah d aturkanNya..kerada Dia lbh mengetahui..

yerps..from the top of ths page..all of u can see that the counting is coming shorter now..its just started..im now soon to be busy with all those preparation..moga aku terus d beri kekuatan dan ketabahan utk melalui hari2 mendtg..moga d permudahkan segala setiap urusan perkahwinanku..moga d permudahkan juga urusan pernikahan kami nant..amien..

::its only 10 wks ++ time left for me::

sepi...

yerp..
at this moment, thats what i feel most...

sepi...

aku perlukan teman utk berbicara...
aku perlukan lawan utk berkata2...
mana perginya insan2 ini? atau aku yg x nmpk mereka?...

honestly, i need someone now! to kill my loneliness...

::mengapa ? ::

not feeling well?

erm..x tau apsal..out of the blue, ive been suspected got chikungunya fever..just because of the rashes n high fever..haha..tp xde pun sakit sengal2 bdn..tp utk kepuasan hati sendiri..i went to ampang puteri hospital to double check..n suddenly doc tu kata, suspected dengue fever plak..haih..mcm2 laaa doc2 hari ini..tp dia x warded..yippie! hehe..aftr 2 days if x elok gak..either the fever or rashes, i have to go to hospital to do blood test again..but i have confident that i will get well soon wthin ths 2 days..hehe..amien...doakan ye..insya allah..

::missing my dear soo much!take care thr syg..lv u::

01 01 2009

Happy New Year to everybody!

Welcome 2009!

may ths new year bring more happiness, success n prosperous to all of us! insya allah ;)

::looking fwd for my big days!moga d permudahkn semuanya..amien::