aftr almost 2 wks..

yerp..almost 2 wks im on crew now..another travel tomoro..m off to abu dhabi for 3 wks..from 30th nov til 19th dec..will be back to cairo on 19th dec for another 2wks..yeay! aftr that m going on break for 2 wks..yippie!!home sweet home~ ahaks..

moga d permudahkn segala urusan harianku walau d mana aku berada..moga aku sentiasa d beri kesihatan tubuh badan oleh Mu ya Allah..amien..

::start to miss him soooooooo much..i lv u syg..thanks for ur love n treat..another 6 months to wait for the day :) insya Allah..smoga d permudahkn segala urusan pernikahan kami nant..amien::

hmm...

aftr almost 1 week in crew..life stil not stable..haha..sgt sejuk skrg ni..temperature in the morning at 4am, is 5deg..it increase slowly when sunrise..n lots of stuff need to settle down..bukan nye byk keje..tp byk bende nk kene buat..sana sikit, sinin sikit..haih...my flight to abu dhabi also still not confirm yet..looks like evrythg last minutes job..luckily i dont have any visa prob to uae..but something wonder me lately...about my days off aftr i get involved with ths project in MLC..all ths rotation planing will fuck up my ATO later on..thats really not good! since ive plan evrythg up to my wedding break..ouh god..help me with ths..really need highly consideration from my crew mngr..hopefully he's kind enough to consider my office job as my field job..amien..insya allah..i dont want my ATO become negative b4 i get married..

erm...another thng is..ths morning i viewd 2 of my slb fren's directory whose get married recently..one is last march, and another one last november..and..both of ths girls working on field..i was really shocked whenever i saw their schedule "maternity leave"..haha..really cool! sorg dh beranak pun..sorg lg coming soon..haih..somethg cross my mind then........shud i or shudnt i to go for contraception? xpe..still have long time to think about it..but for now, i can say that i dont want that...if before, yess i do want that bcoz lots of thng bothering me..but aftr saw my frens schedule..its really make me feel like, y shud i go for that? kalau dh smpi masanye tu, xpe..pasti ada hikmahnye..jgn risau..erm..insya allah..moga d permudahkan segalanya nant..amien..[currently thinking..haha..with hope that i will not change my mind soon]

::terasa masa berlalu dgn pantas skali utk beberapa hari ni..apakah kerana aku punya byk lg kerja yg belum settle? atau mmg masa itu berlalu dgn pantas? ::

back to working life...

the 7 weeks just started..moga segalanya berjln lancar dan dipermudahkan segala urusanku d sini..insya allah..

*maka bermulalah kembali kehidupan ^normal^ sbg seorg seismic ppl..huhu..thats my life!*

2 days more..

yerp..2 days more left for me to b in kl..haih..kjap je cuti kali ni..trasa sgt sekejapan nya..knape ye? my dear kata sbb we had a great time kali ni..evry day is full of actvt..mayb kot..btw, im sooo happy ths time..sbb dpt spend my holidays ngan my dear hubby to be :) hehe..thanks syg for ur time..

beg x kemas apa pun lg..huhu..mmg sgt malas nk balik ths time..alalalallaaa...mcm byk je lg yg x buat..haha..tp rasanya x laa byk sgt kot..just tinggal few thngs je yg x buat lg..ahaks..esok sunday dh...haizzz...monday night im off to cairo..x suke masa berlalu ngan pantas bila tgh field break mcm ni..tp kalau on crew, its ok! sgt suke if time pass quickly..haha..x adil kan? but thats the truth..nk wat camne..thats what i feel ;)

erm..mlm ni my dear ada drag battle at sepang..x g pun tgk dia sbb nant kene dok sorg2, plus surely akan balik lewat..so, ive decided x mo laa pegi..wpun mmg tringin nk tgk dia race..xpe syg, sy doakan kejayaan awk mlm ni..insya allah..im waiting for ur news syg..

start feeling bored! haha..aftr spending mostly all my night with my dear, n without him tonight..seriously m feel bored! whew...mari mengisi masa lapang mlm ni dgn menonton movie..huhu~ sambil menant my dear settle with his race..moga semuanya selamat d sana..amien...

::money wise is absolutely out of ctrl!::

alhamdulillah

done for one part..need to update my monthly budget..kurang dh bebanan kepala otak utk wedding preparation..thanks to my mum n my auntie for ur help n time..thanks to my dear sweetheart for ur support n likeness..hehe..kursus kawen juga dh selesai..alhamdulillah..sronok rasanye sbb dpt settlekan mana2 yg patut...

alhamdulillah..last 2 days, selesai sudah rukun islam ku yg ke 4 utk thn ni..lega rasa nye lps byr zakat tu..hehe..insya allah, moga bertmbh murah rezki ku lps ni..amien...moga allah berkati rezeki ku ini..

erm..diet semakin berkesan..hehe..alhamdulillah..suke sgt..syukur pd mu ya Allah..moga ianya kekal..insya allah..

one week more in kl..sgt trasa yg cuti ths time skjp gile...haih..nk wat camne kn..isnin dpn dh nk fly balik masuk keje..whew...kjap nye cuti kali ni...knape ye? erm..mungkin sbb cuti sama2 ngan my dear syg kot..xpelah..syukur alhamdulillah..sbb dpt jugak spend masa sama2 ths time..lps ni x tau laa dpt x lg spend time mcm ni sementara b4 our big day..

orait...cukup dulu..nk sleep..hehe..esok byk lg bende nk buat..

::thanks syg for ur time..really appreciate it..love u..may Allah bless our beauty dreams..insya allah::

is it true?

Selalunya orang yang kita sayang,
suka membuatkan kita dalam keadaan teruji.

Selalunya orang yang kita sayang,
suka membuatkan kita terkeliru.

Selalunya orang yang kita sayang,
suka membuatkan kita terluka.

Selalunya orang yang kita sayang,
suka membuatkan kita terkilan.

Selalunya orang yang kita sayang,
suka membuatkan tahap kesabaran kitamenipis.

Dan selalunya orang yang kita sayang,
suka membuatkan ianya hadir
bila memerlukan dan pergi
tanpa meninggalkan pesan...

Dan kita terpaksa melepaskan orang yang kita
sayang..kerana kita sayangkannya..
kerana kita terlalu amat menyayanginya..

Dan kita pinta perpisahan kerana kita tak mampu..
untuk membenci dirinya..
kerana dia sentiasa berada dalam hati kita..
walaupun dia yang paling banyak mencalarkannya...

Semoga Allah memberi petunjuk kepada kita dan org yang kita
sayang..
semoga kita semua mendapat rahmat dariNya...


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m home~

hmm...dh kat rumah dh..yeeaaayyy!! hehe..sronok..sbb dpt balik umah..dpt jmpa buah hati syg! :) thanks syg for ur time..1st weekend at home, m going for kursus pra perkahwinan at gombak..alhamdulillah..akhirnya, able to manage our time to do it together..hopefully it will give smthg useful for us..insya allah..

my budget wise is absolutely out of ctrl ths time! whew..x tau apsal..hopefully able to do smthg with it b4 it will gone tooo far..huk3..

::enjoying my break time at home with loved ones ;) ::

off from crew..

yeehaaa~! home sweet home! i'll b in kl soon...insya allah, moga slamat smpi d rumah...hehe.. x saba dh nk balik ni..hak3..rinduuuu nyeeeee..........