home sweet home~

yeehaaa...alhamdulillah...selamat dh smpi umah..hehe..moga smuanya berjln lancar..Insya Allah...10 march i'll fly back to my crew..

1 week more..

yeeehaaaa! akhirnya..the figure turn to 1..yeay2! best2..x saba nk balik kl..rinduuu nye kl...wpun cuti hanya 2 wks (actually x smpi 14 days pun), tp, aku heppi...sbb dpt cuti..huih..pnat dowh ths time..adaptation is a bit harder here..but alhamdulillah, evrythg went smoothly..syukur pd Allah kerana telah memudahkn segala urusanku d sini..

27th Feb, i'll be in KL..insya allah..11th march, i'll fly back to crew..hmm..cuti smpi 10hb je sbnrnya..sbb flight 11hb tu kul 2 pg..sob3..sedehnyee....cuti kejap je..byk mende nk buat balik ni.. yg utama nye, nk g renew passport, international driving license, byr ytn, byr kete...whew..mcm2..pastu nk belik brg mcm2 lg..huhuhuhu..nk mkn mcm2 lg..keh3..sume mcm2..xpe laaa..self satisfaction..kan..kan..

orait..nk hemat diri..

2 wks more to go..

hmmm...dh nk field break..i'll be in KL on 27th..insya allah smpi kl kul 3 ptg.. rasa x saba nk balik..warghhhh...sbb apa nk balik sgt? sbb nk mkn mcm2..nk g belik brg mcm2..nk g bercuti..nk g snorkelling..waaweeee...nk mkn3...mkn3...yeah..mkn saje...hahahha...

2-4march im going to pulau kapas..g ngan mak je..berdua..hehe..snorkelling yok! huahuahua..rehat2 kan minda..next time nk g redang plak..hihihi..balik ni nk g aquaria..apsal eh nk g aquaria? bkn x pnah g pun b4 ni..erm..ntah laa...rasa mcm nk isi masa lapang..nk g klcc..nk lepak2 mkn2..bwk mak laaa...yeah! best2..moga smuanya berjln lancar...amien...

erm..my dear kata td maybe time aku balik cuti ni dia ada job kat offshore..kene g labuan..uhuk3..sedeh nye..x dpt jmpa ke? alahai...rindu laaa kalau x dpt jmpa...wawawaaaa..sedehnye...lama plak job dia..smpi 3 minggu..ish..xpe lah..kene laa blaja2 trima kenyataan..nk wat guane kan..i have to be strong..yeah! not just on my working life, but also on my love life..evrythg need me to b tough! go Su Go!! berdoa je laa supaya ada peluang utk bertemu..insya allah..andai ada rezki, x kemana..andai jodoh pjg, bertemu juga satu hari nant..

:I often find myself thinking about all the good times we've spent together, and it always gives me a happy feeling no matter how long we're apart or how far away you are, a very special part of you goes with me everywhere ... Miss you so much my dear... ::

sejenak..

salam..

pagi ni 08/02/08, aku d kejutkan dgn berita pemergian pak busu ku..Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi roji'un...kelu lidah seketika tatkala membaca sms dr angah ku yg mengatakan "Pak Busu Chuah br meninggal..aku ngan mak siap2 nk g sana" hmm..jam d egypt br kul 4.30am waktu tu..masa tu aku br je lps mandi..lps je baca msg angah tu, trus aku call kazen aku, Ida, kat sini..she's daughter of my Pak Busu.. dia kat sini since 2006, study kat Al-Azhar kampus Iskandariyah.. x jauh pun ngan aku..dkt je..aku call dia 3 kali..x berjwb..tdo lg agaknye..aku trus reply msg angah..aku msg along jugak..lps tu, aku call ida balik..alhamdulillah, dpt.. ckp2 ngan dia skejap, sounds like she's ok..orait..aku pun siap2 utk g keje..on the way g field, osmet dia call aku, suh aku return call kat hp dia..hmm..dia nanges2 nk balik..alahai..sedeh nye..aku dpt rasakan perasaan itu..sbb aku pernah melalui saat2 getir kehilangan seorg ayah.. hmm..aku mmg x leh nk klua crew utk jmpa dia nk kasik duit utk tambang balik.. apa yg aku blh buat, hanya lah..mintak dia pinjam kan dulu duit kwn2 atau sesape yg blh tlg kat sana..alhamdulillah, akhirnya..ada yg sudi membantu..she's going back to kl tonight, her flight 2.50am..moga sumenye selamat.. kisah hari ini..moga kisah ini mengingatkan aku dan lain2 tentang kematian yg bakal dtg pd kita bila2 masa saja..

end that story.. yg hidup perlu teruskan kehidupan..yg pergi tetap pergi dan xkan kembali.. itulah lumrah alam...setiap yg hidup akan mati..cuma masa kematian itu tidak pasti..

my life here? alhamdulillah..sume dh normal now.. another 2 and half wks to go..hehe..less than 20 days! yeehaaa...nk balik dh~ x saba nye...mak, adik nk balik dh!! wuwuwuwuuu...moga sgalanye berjln lancar dan d permudahkan..amien..

heart wise? hmm..ok laa sket..after aku mengambil tindakan berterus trang ngan dia..kesian sbnrnya kat dia..tp, nk buat mcm mana, if im not tell him the truth, it will getting worse on my side.. so, its better for me to tell him the truth..all out! haha..alhamdulillah..wpun x seperti sebelumnya,tp, ianya lbh baik dr keadaan genting sblm ni..yeah, ni lah dia..bila dua2 working in O&G industry..sorg utara sorg selatan..sorg barat, sorg timur..sudahnya? moga Allah trus satukan hati kami dan pjgkan jodoh kami hingga ke akhir hayat..amien.. m just hoping that ths time when i'm going for break, he will be in the base office..at least, he's not going offshore for any job.. sedehnye kalau x dpt jmpa kan..nk tgu 2 bulan lg br aku dpt break..wawawaaa..blh ke kalau kawen keje mcm ni? hmm...kene pk abes2, baik buruk, susah sng..uhuk3..xpe lah, lama lg pun nk kawen nye..apa pun need to face ths situation 1st..yeah!

:: I know it's hard for us to be together, but I do understand it's harder to live without one another. Just want to let you know that even though we cannot be together, we will never ever be apart because the love that I have for you will always grow stronger, as long as I live ::