err..

err..x tau apa word yg patut d gunakan utk describe my situation skrg nih..

confuse? unknown? undescribe? worried? headache? unbelieveable? speechless? pity? sober? fear? wonder? surprised? sick? angry? crying? thinking? sigh? aaarrrgghhhhhh! i hate ths feeling!!!

Ya Allah, berilah aku kekuatan utk menghadapi hari2 mendatang..moga kau permudahkan segala urusan ku ya Allah..moga aku sentiasa d dlm perlindunganMu..jauhkanlah aku dr malapetaka yg berbahaya..sesungguhnya hanya pd Mu tempat ku memohon pertolongan dan perlindungan..aku yakin pd Mu ya Allah, setiap sesuatu yg berlaku itu pasti ada hikmahnya..aku bersyukur d atas apa yg telah kau rencanakan pd hidup ini ya Allah..moga aku terus d beri kekuatan, ketabahan dan ketenangan dlm hidup ini..amien...

::sesungguhnya kita hanya merancang, Allah yang menentukan segalanya...kerana Dia maha mengetahui::

erk?

::moga dpermudahkan segalanya..insya Allah::

2 different stories!

alhamdulillah..
just got email from crew supervisor, saying that my promotion will b effective by 1st August 2008! alhamdulillah..syukur pd Mu ya Allah..hehe..kira ogos ni dpt gaji br! yeehaaa..best2..hehe.x tau nk ckp mcm mana..penantian sebulan berakhir..hik3..waiting for the process n evrythg..yeay! alhamdulillah..berkat doa mak, doa keluarga dan semua...whew..satu kepuasan dlm dunia pekerjaan..bila dpt promotion, bila pay rise..hehe ;)


surprised!
erm..x tau laa nk kata mcm mana..tp..itulah dia..kejutan yg sgt terkejut...haha..i have to tune my mind setting, have to prepare evrythg...even it just will be earlier few months, but still the word is *early*..huk3..out of the blue, he suddenly request that from me..hmm..just wait n see..whats next..masih ada 5 bln utk tempoh bertenang..b4 we need to strike out for that..insya Allah, moga d permudahkan sgalanya...amien..

:: syukur d atas dua berita ini..alhamdulillah ::

err... ? ? ?

hmm..rasa nk menulis.tp x tau apa yg nk d tulis..can i say again, its undescribe? err...whew!

moga Allah permudahkan sgala urusan harian ku...dan murahkan rezki ku..moga aku sentiasa dlm perlindunganNya..amien..

:: u n k n o w n ? ::

Its my +1 age day!!

22 July...happy birthday to me, myself!! moga sentiasa d berkati Allah dlm apa jua kerja yg d lakukan, moga sentiasa dlm perlindunganNya..smoga pjg umur, dmurahkn lg rezki, d beri ketenangan dan kekuatan dlm meghadapi hari2 yg mendtg..insya Allah..amien..dan, moga d pjgkan jodoh ku dgn Idris Abdul Rahman hingga ke akhir hayat..

its my birthday, n im on crew now..haha..chill..ths year 2008, is my independent celebration year! haha..sume kene celebrate sendiri kat crew..birthday, raya pose, raya haji, christmas, new year..abes sume events aku celebrate masa kat crew..haha..apa kes nih..xpe laa..dh keje, nk wat camne kan..bersyukurlah kerana masih bernyawa..alhamdulillah...

hmm..hari ni rasa sgt rindu kat dia..x tau knape..prasaan d hati mcm nk sembang2 dgn dia..tp, br ckp x smpi 5 saat, ter putus..xde talian hayat dh yg blh d gunakan..haha..sabar lah duhai hati..lgpun he need rest..esok dia kene g labuan..flight pg plak tu..xpe2..im strong enuff to stand alone here...yeah!! thats the spirit..wuuuwuuuuu...erm..i miss u so much syg..

ops, im on new crew now..but still in egypt..so far im happy here..enjoy my working life..even life aftr working a bit chaotic..but still...blh layan lg..hehe..yerps, enjoy evry moment of the life!time that has passed will never pass again..chill~!

:: aku dan diri mu - kita saling merindu ::

:(( sedeh

wawawaaaaaaa....nk nanges je rasanye...aderh..dan2 laa dh smpi sini br HD ni nk rosak...bengang tul aku! apsal ntah laptop ni xleh detect plak HD ni..waaaaaaaaaaa..dh laa sume lagu ngan gamba2 ada kat dlm HD ni..dh tu mcm2 laa lg aku ltak..cessssss..hr tu kat umah x nak plak ko rosak..elok je kan..hangen tul aku..waaarrrghhhhh...camne nk dgr lagu ni..dh laa jd sunyi sepi hidup aku kat sini...tolong................... :'( sob3

its over again..

im off to egypt tonight at 11pm for 7wks..will be back on 3rd september..insya Allah..ni antara actvty2 akhir b4 off to work..hmm..my swimming class is end..alhamdulillah, m able to swim using breast stroke style now..ok laa kan, dr x tau dh jd tau..aahahah..berbaloi laa byr instructor ni..below is my pict in the pool with my instructor, Ms. Yy..really enjoy learn2swim with her..even its a bit expensive, but for me it worth ;) thanks Yy..I'll be back soon to learn free style at the end of the yr..hopefully..



ok..ni last actvt together with family..all of us are here..we r 7..mummy, my bros, my siss in law, n also my dear sweetheart ;) thanks syg blanje lunch ni..hehe..ths lunch took place at Restoran Cheng Ho (resotoran Amy search tu - tp kesian, sbb dia x de masa kitraorg dtg mkn ni), Wangsa Maju..all of us having lunch here which is sponsored by my dear..hehe..teh food is ok..not bad..cuma, menu nye byk, more than 100's menu..tp bila ask for food, sume dh abes..huhu..tu laa yg x best nye..at the end, just order je apa yg ada..pic ni waiter kat situ yg tlg amikkan..aku rasa mcm gamba ni tipu je..haha..knape laa muka aku bulat sgt?? haih..x suke tul gamba nih! :P tp..nmpk laa that all of us are family...hahaha..y? its simply because of the size :D sume same size je kan...hahahhaa....cuma akak ipar aku yg sorg tu je laa comey sket..hehe..dia laa yg paling kecik pun..errr...ahaa..can i say ths lunch is to celebrate my bday? boleh laa kan..declare sendiri...hahhaa..n this is last day for me n my dear spending time together..mlm tu dia balik kemaman dh..sedey2..sob3..slalu dia je anto aku kat klia..ths time aku plak anta dia balik..waawawaaaaaa...sedeh3...dh rasa dh mcm mana seksanya kene tinggal ngan org tersyg..slama ni aku je yg d hantar..xde rasa apa pun..sbb tau aku nk g keje..yg tinggal tu tinggal laa..haha..jht je kan aku nih..tp kali ni rasa..uhuk3..sadis..xpe..hopefully awl bulan pose ni sama2 kita ada kat kl ye syg..hehe ;) tp xde laa nk harap sgt..sbb mmg dh tau nature keje kami mcm mana..dh nk immune dh kot rasa kat hati ni..ehehe..



err..i have to prepare myself utk balik keje...waaaaaaaaaa...ni laa dia..br dpt cuti xtra 3 hr..dh rasa mls sgt nk balik dh..x tau laa kalau cuti xtra satu minggu..haha..mau laa nanges nk kene balik keje..sbb dh sronok dok umah..mrayau je menghabeskan det..haha..yelah..kene laa keje, utk mencr rezki..nk kumpul duit..nant sng nk kawen, nk belik apa2 pun..hehe :D its time to struggle for make a great saving! yeahh!! thats the spirit...

ok..nant dh smpi cairo or can i say dh smpi crew? hehe..samb balik for nxt post..moga allah sentiasa permudahkan segala urusanku...amien..moga aku tetap tinggal d bilik yg sama kat sana nant..ya allah, permudahkan lah urusanku d sana..berilah aku kekuatan utk mengahdapi segala cabaran dan dugaan Mu ya Allah..amien..

:: im gonna miss u so much my dear..thanks for ur love n treat! love u :-* ::

4 days left...

erm..4 hr je lg tinggal cuti aku..dan till today aku x tau apa story kat crew..haha..swimming class abes dh..aku dh blh berenang almost 150m tanpa henti..huh..penat2..br tau brenang tu penat sbnrnya..hehe..alhamdulillah, breast stroke style dh reti dh..yeehaa!~ pasni nk jdkan swimming as actvt wajib setiap kali cuti..huk3..

ok..mlm ni my dear balik kl..hehe..sweet sgt bila dia ckp, sy balik kl pun sbb awk ada..huk3..thanks syg! oklaa kan, dpt jmpa on weekend..sabtu dia nk kene balik kemaman dh..bersyukur sgt sbb on my break ths time he's in kemaman base..kalau laa kene g labuan..isk3..sober laa aku sorg2 kat kl...

erm..td g umah makcik kat gombak...sorg makcik aku ni dh lama x jmpa aku..ada laa 4 bulan kot..yeah! unbelieveable..dh lama x dgr org ckp aku dh kurus! hahahaha...tetiba td dia jmpa aku, 1st word dia, ehhh, awk dh kurus!..ngeh3..berbunga2 hati..hikss...

less than 2 wks, is my birthday! kjap je dh nk bertmbh lg usia ni..tp as usual, org sume tau usia aku lbh dr sepatutnya..haha..i like to make my self old..tmbh2 plak skrg keje ngan org2 tua, lg laa kene looks older..if not it will be difficult to gain respect from them..xpe..layan je laa kan..hehe..apa plan utk celebrate bday awl? xde plan apa pun..ntah laa..evry yr sendiri yg plan..pnat dh..lgpun ths yr xde kat sini time bday..im on crew..x expect apa2 pun..aku bersyukur kerana masih bernyawa hingga ke hari ini..alhamdulillah..moga aku trus d beri kekuatan dan kesihatan tubuh bdn utk melakukan ibadahku..keje pun satu ibadah kan..hehe ;)

lately ni ada feel mcm kene struggle kumpul duit utk future...x tau laa..sometimes rasa mcm xde future je life aku nih..undecided..tah laa..tp, stakat ni, aku dh tekad, slagi x kawen, slagi tu aku x kan looks for another job..aku kene keje betul2..moga allah permudahkan segala urusan harianku walau d mana aku berada d muka bumi ini..amien...hmm..still waiting for the grade rise confirmation...sabarlah..ada rezeki, x kemana...

ok..im off to cairo on monday 11pm, local time...sorry for those yg nk jmpa aku, tp x dpt nk slot in time utk jmpa korg..sorry2..kepada kwn2 yg kawen, selamat pengantin br..kepada yg bakal kawen, gud luck laa..moga smooth sume nye..

:: u n d e s c r i b e ? whatever~ ::

060708 - my bro engagement day

yesterday...selamat dh..hehe..majlis merisik n bertunang for my bro..insya allah, lps raya thn ni, end of october, nikah laa..tp that time aku xde kot..keje2..hehehe.. ni laa dia sket sbyk pic yg ada..yg bwh ni hantaran dr pihak kitaorg..diorg nye side aku x sempat laa nk amik..

yg bwh ni plak, sesi sarung menyarung cincin..hehe..ni kira 1st time laa aku follow event merisik n bertunang...b4 ni x pnah pun nk sebok2..even masa abg2 aku kawen dulu pun, aku x pnah nk amik kesah..but ths time ada kesedaran dh laa..haha..ye lah, x lama lg nk turn aku plak..so kene laa amik tau sket2 pasal hal2 gini..

inilah kami..hehe..aku, sentiasa ceria...cewahhh...huk3..tp mmg pun kan..im always happy..yeehaaa~ni br je lps sesi sarung menyarung tu..yelah, lps ni diorg kawen aku xde kat kl..so, amik laa gambo siap2..hak3...

ehem2..ni versi berdiri plak..haha..baju yg aku pakai tu baju br ye..huhuhu..dh belik berthn2 dh..tp br pakai smlm..kui3..baju originally come from india, crdt to ezliani, my childhood fren yg tlg belikan kain ni masa dia study kat india hr tu..

ni dh nk balik laa..selesai sudah..bergambar bersama beramai2..hehe..cheers!~

abes sudah..hmm..cuti aku ada lg seminggu je..next monday, im off to cairo for 7wks..the wrking life will begin soon..whew~ byk lg yg x settle nih..aderh..ths time balik, feel like myself mcm x manageable..apsal eh? huru hara je cuti kali ni..sume main blasah ad hoc je..hmm..

::alhamdulillah, my love life is great at the moment..thanks syg! ::

rindu...

hmm...tetiba je balik swim td rasa rindu nk mkn kat legend hotel ngan my dear..ouh..rindunya nk mkn ngan dia :( wpun last 2 nights br je kitaorg having dinner together..huk3..tp..aderh..ngade2 tul laa..dia br je g keje kat ganu tu..apakah sbb tau dia dkat? ehehehe...tidak3...huh..xpe..esok masih ada..insya allah..tgu je..moga ada sinar harapan utk bertemu sblm aku fly back ni..take care my dear..miss u a lot!

::hari ni dh upgrade phone..kini ku bersama Nokia N82..huk3..jgn jeles ye syg..im still menggodeh2 hp br ni..chill...::