home sweet home!~

I'm home~! alhamdulillah..got xtra 3 days in KL..so many thgs need to do within this time.. will fly back to cairo on 14th July at 11pm.. tonight my 1st day for the swimming class..insya allah evrythg will be fine..i have to force myself to be a fast learner..haha..kalau x, abes laa det aku..huk3..

thanks to my dear sbb berjaya menyusun jadual keje nye to meet with me ;) wpun just dpt jmpa kjap je, but still..m glad to see u syg! really appreciate what u did! thank so much.. hmm..today he already go to kemaman.. xpe2..i'll be in KL till 14 july..lama lg nih..hehe..sempat lg nk jmpa..hopefully~

orait..cont later

alhamdulillah

Pelton Source Controller Course 22-27 June 2008, MLC Abu Dhabi.

Hmm..1 wk course is going to finish today! Alhamdulillah..another pict will come aftr..huhu.. can see the pict clearly? ;) as usual n again, I'm the only one lady in the class! haha.. with total 16 students, 15 are guys, and another 1 is me! huk3.. orait..will cont later with another pic n story..

::can't wait to see my dear soon! ::

class?

erk? gud news or bad news? ahahaha...i have to attend swimming class for ths coming break! huhu..bagus lah..new actvt..ni terpakse nih! aderh..boleh2..insya Allah blh pandai brenang dlm masa 2wks..amien..

:: c u r i g a bertandang ? mengapa ? apakah yg sdg berlaku d sana ? ::

hmm :-?

im start thinking what to do for ths break..bende yg nk d buat tu dh ada, cuma x leh nk slot in pd tarikh nya je..whew..apsal eh..xpe..lama lg...ada 2 wks lg..yg pasti nk g thai odyssey, nk g mkn sushi, nk bwk mak g mkn kat nelayan tu, nk g ikea, nk g mkn kat SR, nk kene balik ipoh - g umah uncle, nk apa lg eh? hmm...xde actvt lain ke aku nih? mcm sume mkn2 je..haha..gile..asyik mkn je..aderh..ooh yea..hajat d hati mcm nk g genting lepak2, enjoy2 isik masa lapang main games sambil mkn2..huhu..tp sume org keje laa weekday..xmo pegi weekend, sure penuh bangat..camner nih eh..kene pk ni..haha..kalau x kene cr tpt lain laa..urgh, smpi dh x tau nk kemana dh..any sales in KL between 2-14 july ni? hoho..kalau ada sales, blh laa window shopping ke..huk3..ngabeskan det je..x yah..cancel..baik g enjoy utk diri sendiri je..

apa lg? errr...xde dh..hehe..nant2 crite..erm..isnin dpn, 23hb my dear fly back to labuan..ohohoho..apalah nasib kami ni..aku balik dia on job, aku on job dia balik..papetah..he said that his job will start by end of june..just hope that his job finishd earlier..so that dpt laa jmpa kjap b4 aku balik on 14 july tu..huhu..slagi ada peluang utk berharap, maka berharap lah..haha..tp sbnr bnr nya, dh x kisah pun x jmpa..sbb dh set dlm mind ni, yg aku x dpt jmpa dia for ths time nye break..so, xpe lah..ada rezki, dpt laa jmpa..kot2 ada surprise lg mcm hr tu..hehe..thanks my dear!

july..means my bday is coming also! haha..tp x best pun, sbb bday time tgh on job..x kesah laa..yg penting, dpt balik cuti..wuhuuuu...moga kepulanganku kali ini d iringi khabar gembira..insya Allah..moga Allah bukakan pintu rezekiNya utk ku..amien..terselit d hati moga ianya dpt djadikan sbg bday present ku...mohon dpermudahkan segalanya buat diriku..

::yeay!dh x mrajuk dh..mls laa nk mrajuk lama2 ni..tensen..haha..baik bebel je apa yg x puas hati tu kat dia..abes crite::

:'(

sedih..

bengang...

geram..

...hati ini merajuk..

::duhai hati...jgn lah begini...::

mummy warded?

hmm..ptg td my mum has been advise by the doctor to stay in hospital..due to what? suspected dengue fever..platelet level getting lower..last 3 days dh g hosp krjn..tp result nye kata, xde apa2..but my mum still feeling unwell...and last night, as per our discussion, me n my bros, we decide to take her to private hosp..i gave 2 opt to my bro, either the new pusrawi hosp or ampang putri..then as my mum preference, pusrawi laa..haha..sbb islamic sket hosp ni..x kesah laa..tp, sedehnye, my bro ask for 2 bed sharing room, then they said all rooms are full..fuhh..aku yg dgr ni pun, mcm...aik...ramai sgt yg sakit kat kl tu ye..haha..trus rasa regret plak send her kat pusrawi tu..kalau tau baik g ampang putri je..payment pun lbh kurang je plus minus nye..last2, they put my mum in 4 bed sharing room..my bro unhappy..my mum? x tau laa plak..sbb i cant see her..but i know, 4 bed sharing x best..haha..bilik tu mcm kureng laa kot..i told my bros just now, just keep remind those ppl - the nurse - to check either have empty room for single or 2 bed sharing room..x kisah laa single pun..its much better, perhaps..reason my bro x nak put my mum on single room sbb he said that mum may get bored..stayong alone..tp td aku check2 website pusrawi tu, katanya, kalau single room leh tgu..so, thats shud be no prob..just tgk je laa..expected brape hr warded pun aku x tau..sbb aku xde kat situ..huahuahua...just hope that her platelet level will normalize as soon as possible..tp bak kata mak td, bagus jugak dok spital..leh rehat 2 3 hari..haha..cool...xpelaa..tgu esok nye news mcm mana..moga Allah sentiasa melindungi dia di sana..Insya Allah..amien..

::moga aku trus d beri kekuatan utk menghadapi segala cabaran dan dugaan yg Kau berikan ini::

4 wks done...3 wks to go!

yeay!! 4 wks done! its good enuf bcoz 4wks is done..hehe..yippie yeay! 3 wks to go..m just waiting for confirmation to attend the course in abu dhabi..hopefully the crew manager will release me for that course..insya allah..andai ada rezki utk bertamu ke bumi uae utk kali ni, maka dpt laa aku pergi..the course will be held on 22-27june on mlc, abu dhabi..erm..x mo mengharap sgt..kalau g course, as usual, pasti ada xm kan..haha..so, berserah je la pada Nya...

hmm..last saturday, ths job was completed..aftr that, 2 days wat equipment count..smlm selesai equipment count..alhamdulillah, sume nye cukup..no equipment lost! hr ni wat pe? hehe..hr ni kene wat environmental audit..jd assessor team..huhuhu..penin2..x abes lg audit nye..sok pg laa samb..ada 85Q..dh laa x phm sgt..nk kene browse dulu sume soklan, pastu kene review dulu ngan assessor team..pastu kene g evry dept utk ask Q..whew..sok tinggal site manager ngan QHSE manager je..lain2 insya allah selesai dh td..siap laa g amik2 gamba..haha..crew manager yg mcm dengki sbb kitaorg xde keje..jd dia kasik laa keje kat kitaorg supaya kitaorg bz..keh3..sabo je laa kan..xpe, bagus jugak..hehe..tp, punya laa bz hr ni, smpi lupa kat cinta sakti ku..huhuhu...dh ptg br tringat..alahai..smpi blh terlupa kat dia..hahaha...sorry syg! :D

hmm..esok? my direct manager n some of my colleague will go to Ras Gharib for doing Q test with dynamite shooting.. my manager insist to take me along with him, but unfortunately, crew manager said, no! let su stay in camp..hahaha..pape tah..pastu suh aku bz kan diri ngan keje yg bukan2..nuts! dh laa jd mls je skrg ni..sbb xde production..bdn penat jugak..cuma yg best nye, pg bgn lmbt sket laa..tu je..hmm..xpe su, 3 wks more! hehe

ok..apa lg nk cite? cukup dulu kot..sok2 samb lg..aha, by tomorrow we will know, whether we got the job or not..which job we'll got..the result will come out tomorrow..then, day aftr tomorrow, the routine will come back..haha..sbb dh ada job..kui3..skrg ni sorg je pompuan kat crew..sbb lg 2 org tu selamat dh g break...xpe2..3minggu je..hehe..

::moga Allah terus memberi aku kekuatan, ketabahan dan ketenangan dlm menghadapi hari2 mendtg..amien...moga d permudahkn segala urusanku..Insya Allah ::

erk?

ikut kan hati, mcm2 nk crite..mcm2 nk tulis..tp..x sempat nk luahkan sume..x sempat nk share sume..bkn alasan, tp itulah hakikatnya...

life become more hectic when i got some enforcement - pressure - from my ex-crew member aka my brother, he asked me to complete my LMS as soon as possible! yeah! even thats my target, but i just keep slowly doing that! but now, no more! i've promised him b4 im going for break, i shud complete at least 70% of the lms!! erk? can i do that? im running of doing the lms now........yeah! im still left with few modules to complete the target! huahuahua...my personal target - short term aim - by end of july i must complete all ths lms..means? b4 i go for break laaa....haha..coz im going for break on july..insya allah, sempat2..moga2 tercapai cita2 utk get promoted to g9 by ths August! amien...Ya Allah, permudahkan lah urusan ku walau dlm apa cara skali pun...sesungguhnya Kau maha mengetahui..aku yakin dgn ketentuan Mu..kerana sesuatu yg berlaku itu pasti ada hikmah Nya!

hmm..esok last day production for ths Centurion 2D job..then will b standby waiting for new job..hopefully m able to go on another crew to complete my vibs module..so that i can finish all my lms soon..insya Allah..

fasa kehidupan berbeza..teringat dulu zaman study..hehe..byk gak pressure..tp satu je benda nk kene buat, iaitu: study! no matter what..tu laa dia..assignment? test? presentation? exam? quiz? hmm..sume ni kalau kita consistent study, xde hal punye! tp working life ni..lain...meeting? paperwork? technical job? management job? hmm...sume nk kene manage..hehe..mcm bz sgt je kan..keh3..ntah laa..as usual laa kan..suraidah, always follow the way of nature..mls nk komen2, mls nk crite2..buat je laa..dh namanye, keje..kan..kan..hehe..gud girl! yeay! hik3..apa daaa ngarots ni..haih..ni laa dia kesan tekanan jiwa...kukukukuk.....

bila keadaan mcm ni, rasa rindu kat sume org...rindu kat mak..rindu kat rumah..rindu kat along, angah..rindu kat my dear.. hmm...hati ini yakin bahawa Allah telah merencanakan sesuatu yg aku x tahu d masa hdpn..aku mmg yakin dgn ketentuanMu ya Allah..sesunggunya Kau lbh mengetahui...Allah x kan membebani seseorg melebihi kemampuan nya..means? aku masih mampu menanggung sume ni..alhamdulillah..aku mohon, moga diri ini terus d beri kekuatan, ketabahan dan ketenangan dlm menghadapi apa jua dugaan Mu ya Allah..moga dpermudahkan sgala urusanku d sini..moga Kau berikan aku kesihatan tubuh bdn supaya aku mampu berdiri sendiri d sini...lindungilah diri ku ini dr sebarang malapetaka yg berbahaya..sesunggunya hanya pd Mu tpt ku memohon pertlgan dan perlindungan..amien...

:: j i w a k o s o n g ? hidup begini, hati mesti kering!::