its getting better now :)

Alhamdulillah..

its getting better now..and im home soon....wuuhuuuu!! now i can count the days for home..i get used to this critical situation for the time being, at least! hak3.. m really looking fwd for going home ths time since i'll having 3wks break ths time ;) m soooo happy! cant wait to see my love at home...i miss u so much my dear husband! n i start to miss all malaysian n Raya food! haha..nk mkn menu2 raya...rindunya pd suasana itu..it has been 3 years now im celebrating ths event outside, alone! bless me...

today is 27th september...time flies! n today we already married for 6 months! alhamdulillah..moga allah limpahkan kasih syg nya pd rumahtangga kami..moga pernikahan ini kekal hingga ke akhir hayat dan d kurniakan kebahagian serta kesenangan...amien..m proud having u as my lovely husband, abang..thank u for everything :) i love u with all my heart...

will b in KL on 7th Oct evening ;) yippie!

life is really at critical stage!

its not easy as what ppl think...never! i really hope that time will fly quicker than normal..i need to finish ths hitch soon...im tired...im stress...im overload..one after another is coming...and one by one giving us pressure...ya allah, pls permudahkan segala urusan ku..besar sungguh tanggungjwb yg d galas bila terpaksa memegang harapan dan kepercayaan seorang big boss...kadang2 aku terpk, salah aku ke kerana terlalu bagus sebelum ini? hinggakan dia tidak percayakan yg lain..atau ini yg allah dorongkan utk permudahkan segala nya? aku cuba menjd positif..aku cuba melalu hari2 dgn tenang seperti biasa..tp...aku masih belum berjaya utk itu..its already 2 wks plus..another 4 wks to go..hmm..trying to tune my mind into positive way!

feel likes i want to run away n away from other ppl..........................i miss home? before, but not now...aaarrgghhhhh......