he's away :(

uhuk3...he's away...dont know for how long..but surely it will be more than a month..apa pun, still bersyukur sbb dpt spent time together, even just for 4 days..but, i really appreciate those moments..insya allah..hopefully evrythg goes well for him there..take care my dear hubby to be..thanks for our great time together! love u :-*

::now can focus to my dearest mummy..ahaks::

alhamdulillah..

yerp..1 step is done! insya allah..looking fwd for our big days...thanks to all my beloved for able to make todays event :)

*m happy..wink*

::alhamdulillah...selesai sudah majlis -pra- nye..next is the big days! ;) ::

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u make me speechless n clueless.. hope that will b the last nightmare for me, forever..

i love u my dear.. with all my heart.. nothing else..

insya Allah that u r my soulmate that He send to me forever in my life..amien..

really miss u my dear.. i miss u a lot!

u r the only one in my heart n my mind.. my beloved.. my future husband.. my all..
thats u.. Mr. Idris Abdul Rahman..

help me!

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x suke tul..my diet looks like soon to be musnah! haih..tensen2..x leh laa lama2 dok AD ni..mcm2 mkn..sume men blasah je dh skrg ni..haih..x suke nye!! kene bear in mind ni..x leh dh wat mcm ni..wawawawaaaa....help me! food consumption is like uncontrollable now! mati laa kalau gain weight balik..adoiii..have to do smthg with myself ASAP! ggrrrrrr...geram nye kat diri sendiri! uuwaaaaaaaaaa :'( balik je cairo ni, i have to puasa every day! its a must! no excuse! sbb takut balik ni nant baju x muat plak..wuuu uuu..lg sedeh nant..even slh sendiri kan..so, have to take an action now! start ur diet again! pls back to ur normal diet su! stop all ths....please.... yakin! ada usaha pasti ada hasilnya!..berusahalah utk berdisiplin kembali dlm diet anda....moga2 d beri kekuatan utk menahan nafsu mkn ni..amien....

::another 3 wks for ths rotation? wuu uu..x lama lg nk balik dh..hak3..best..tp x mo laa gain weight b4 balik kl ni..if possible nk loose some weight than b4..yeah..b strong girl! u can do it!::

its done for now..

yerp..its done for now..all my to do list in AD is done! alhamdulillah..just left with 1 thing je yg harus d settlekan b4 fly back to kl..it's stuff for my dear hubby to be..the rest is done! whew..puas hati..sbb dh selesai..my dear nye brg tu kene cr kat dubai apot..with hope evrythg is there..so that i will not goes crazy to look for his thing..haha..i can feel that time is soon to be critical for me to do the preparation..haizz..next month i have 2 wks break - say 2 wks, but it less than that!...aftr next month break, i'll b on crew for 8wks..and having 1 wk break - say 1 wks but it will b 5 days only,hope to be more!..then i'll b on crew for another 8wks++ b4 my wedding break..gosh...kejap nye...haha..harap2 laa sempat settlekan sume2 yg patut..huuu...trasa plak mcm 'workaholic'...ahaks..

esok g opis for last day of my 2wks office assignment..then, ths sunday will start the course..1 wk course..on 19th i'll fly back to cairo for another 2wks++ before go for break..ths break is consider special because i'll get my 1st ring!! yeayy!! x saba nyeee nk dpt lord of the ring tu..hehe :) i just hope that me n my dear able to have our break together ths time - again! sbb nk settlekan apa2 yg patut d settlekan bsama..nant bln 3 balik tu, dh skjp sgt aku cuti..whew...the next break balik nant on may ngam2 je 1 wk b4 the day..what to say? moga d permudahkan allah segala urusanku walau d mana aku berada..amien...insya allah..moga aku trus d beri kekuatan utk melalui hari2 mendtg..nmpk mcm lama je lgkan..tp d sbbkn cuti aku yg sgt skjap tu..maka jd laa..dkt nye dh..haha..

::start to miss him badly :( ::

office life?

hmm...so far..aftr a week..im still thinking either ths is the life that im going to choose or not? office life..would b great! but..for now, i can say, field life more wonderful! haha.. even u r doing routine job...technical job..but still..its the best so far..mayb im still adapting towards ths office life..haha..plus, today n next week no manager!! yuhuuu~ best ke? haha..confuse is always on me..haih..knape ye??

erm..ppl here said i shud getting transfer to here, MLC..as what? instructor? haha..x mungkin secepat itu...but who knows? rezki allah nk bg..amien...insya allah..apa je yg aku dpt, aku trima..yakin, setiap yg berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya..but for now..im really looking fwd to get promoted for g10..then only will b decided..where to go..what to do..moga d permudahkan segala urusan ku walau d mana aku berada...amien...

::still looking for suitable day n time for shopping spree! mental jugak rasanye se opis ngan foreigner2 ni..haha::