:: feeling ? ::

hmm...sok dh nk klua crew for my 2wks field break..sronok sbb dpt cuti, balik kl..dpt rest..even x abes pack brg lg ni..huk3..tp ada satu lg prasaan d sbalik perasaan sronok nih..x tau mcm mana nk describe..suddenly rasa mcm x best sbb balik ni, still x dpt jmpa my dear..last night we had a conversation on the phone, and answering my Q he said that even he didnt know when he will come back to kl..why?bcoz his job still not started. hmm..pening gak bila mcm ni..aku balik cuti dia on job, aku on job dia balik cuti...bila nk jmpa nye? dh complete 4bulan x jmpa..if x jmpa gak ths time, it will become 6 months x jmpa..aderh..mental laa mcm ni..hmm..mmg ingat kat dia..all the time he's on my mind..tp..lama2 dh rasa mcm immuned kot..sbb dh tau we r not to see each other..x tau laa..xde rindu dh d hati ni? ingat tu rindu ke? syg d hati tu insya allah masih ada..aderh..x suke laa rasa mcm ni..apa punye perasaan pun ntah laa ni..buat sesak jiwa je..huih..

............mcm2 lg nk luahkan..tp..x tau mcm mana nk express in term of words....................

::undescribe love life..hate ths feeling!::

Daylight savings time

hmm..esok start dh summer..huk3..25 april...kul 1am ni, kene cepatkan jam 1hr forward..means, 12:59....02:00...xde kul 1 laa kiranya...hr ni jd 23 jam je sehari..hmm..1st time dlm hidup ni..keh3...sok dh abes summer, lambatkan balik jam 1hr..huhu..on that day, jd 25jam sehari..huahuahua..sape kata sehari max 24hr je..ngeh3..sbnrnya aku sendiri mcm x phm, apa pekdahnye cepatkn jam utk 1hr ni..huhu..just wait n see...hihihi...

apa pun, 5 hr lg aku nk field break..yehaa!! cuti2...best nyeee...moga Allah terus permudahkn segala urusanku d sini...moga aku sentiasa dlm lindnunganNya..amien..

10 days to go...

hmm..ths time rasa mcm x sdar masa berlalu..tp..lately ni, m start counting the days..x tau knape..rasa mcm x saba nk balik..mungkin sbb penat kot..trasa laa bdn sgt pnat ths time..hmm..nk balik, nk rehat, nk enjoy2..huk3..

5-7th may, i'll be in redang! yeay!! snorkelling again..hahah..best nye..nk rest..huhu..cuti2 mesia ngan mak n angah plak ths time..kene bwk driver, sbb aku rasa mcm dh x larat nk drive g ganu tu...trasa mcm sgt jauh perjlnan nye..huhu..

hmm..skrg ni dh nk start pk, menu2 utk d mkn balik nant..hehe..so far in list, nk mkn masak lemak pucuk ubi, nk mkn sayur petola, nk mkn kangkung, nk mkn sushi, nk mkn masakan thai - yg ni kene g mkn kedai ramai2..haha..apa lg ye nk mkn? hmm..nk mkn ikan bakar langat, tp yg ni kene tgu my dear balik..x tau laa dpt jmpa ke x ths time..dh 4bln x jmpa..kalau x jmpa gak ths time, we hav to wait until july..sbb my nxt break will be on july..huhu..kalau tgu july, means 6 bln laa x jmpa..sob3..sedeh nye...xpe lah, as what he said, ini laa pengorbanan kita..

cant wait to see KL! hahaa...

::moga Allah trus permudahkan urusan ku di sini..insya Allah..amien::

yeay!! 4 wks done..

alhamdulillah..evrythg is go smoothly now.. 4 wks done..which mean i have another 3 wks here..hehe..ths job is almost complete..we just need another 2 wks for finishd production for ths job..just hope that Allah mudahkn segala urusan ku...moga Allah sentiasa buka pintu rezeki nya utk aku..Insya Allah..amien..

flight ticket dh confirm..insya allah, on 30th april, i'll be in kl..yeah!! field break...smthg yg always d tgu2..huhu...hmm..gud news again, insya Allah, my dear also will have field break same with me! huu~ aftr 4 months x jmpa...of course! i miss him sooo much!

::moga Allah mudahkan segala urusan ku d sini..insya Allah..moga aku terus d beri kekuatan utk melalui hari2 mendatang..amien ::

2 wks done...

alhamdulillah..2wks done..evrythg went smoothly so far..insya allah, moga segalanya terus berjalan ngan lancar..moga allah terus permudahkan sgala urusanku..amien...

=another 5 wks to go=

huhu..ticket balik confirm dh..yeay! hehe..yg x confirm hanya lah: adakah buah hati sy akan bercuti skali sama ngan sy? apakah dia juga akan on field break spt sy? haih..rindu nye..dh 3 bulan x jmpa..sob3..ni lg laa plak..dia dh start job, he's offshore now..no network connection at all..no phone coverage..huwaaa...sms pun x leh, call pun x leh, chat pun x leh..isk...isk..isk.. :'( sedey2..job dia lama gak kali ni rasanye...he said almost 4wks..i just pray for him, with hope that evrythg will b fine thr..insya allah..

last word for myself, keep up ur spirit on doing the LMS! NeVeR give up!! yeahh!! come on Su! u can do it! belive in urself!!

::ku selalu merindu cintamu, yg selalu ada d jiwaku ::

1 week done and gud news...

yeahh...pejam celik pejam celik, 1 week already done..alhamdulillah..6 weeks left.. tp ticket balik x booking lg ni..hua3..xpe..so far life alhamdulillah..especially working life..evrythg under ctrl..tp, aftr working nye life, horror sket laa..x tau apsal..rasa mcm huru hara je time management ths time..siap blh tlps g dinner..hak3..tu yg mcm x leh blah tu..apa daaa...dinner pun leh escape..haih..pnat sgt agaknye..rasa mcm kepenatan yg accumulate dr last hitch hr tu x abes lg.. whew..xpe laa..nk wat camne..dh nama keje kan..layan je laaa...

hmm..whats the gud news? Alhamdulillah..congrats my dear.. congrats on ur job confirmation..cant wait to see u on my coming break..blh celebrate ths gud news..hehe..with hope that we can meet..insya allah..now already 3 months we didnt meet up..but, i believe, deeply in our heart, we really miss each other.. rinduuu nye...another 2 months to go for us utk lepaskan rindu d hati.. insya allah..moga Allah trus permudahkan segala urusan kita...amien..

::moga aku terus d beri kekuatan utk melalui hari2 yg mendatang...moga aku sentiasa dlm lindunganNya...Insya Allah::

hmm...

2wks break almost done! whew..kejap je kan rasanye.. 1st time having my break without my dear..feeling? hmm..mula2 tu x ok jugak laa..sbb aftr 2months x jmpa, ingatkn balik cuti leh jmpa..tp, xleh gak..but aftr all, alhamdulillah..ok laa..x dpt jmpa pun tp dpt ckp, dpt sembang hari2...terubat juga rindu d hati.. insya allah, hoping that on my next break, he'll be in kl or kemaman.. yeah, at least there's smthg to hope on! nak wat camne kan..tuntutan kerja..ths is what we called oil n gas industry.. sama2 mencari rezki utk masa dpn.. ths is the sacrificial! between 'cinta' dan 'cita2'..huk3..kejarlah cita2 tu dulu..kerana, pd cinta, andai ada jodoh, x kemana.. moga Allah trus satukan hati kami dan pjgkan jodoh kami hingga ke akhir hayat.. amien..

tomorrow night, i'll fly back to crew for my 2nd hitch in new crew.. with hope that im able to settle down at least 30% for my LMS phase 1..Insya Allah...

Aim for ths hitch: FOCUS on my LMS completion!! you HAVE to do it!! NO compromise!

moga kisah kali ini lbh baik dr sebelumnya...mudah2an d permudahkan segalanya bagi ku...Amien..

::time on crew, wat laa keje leklok..buang bad 'habit' tu ye suraidah! focus on ur job! its all about ur future su!! always all out! do the best!! may evrythg go smoothly...be strong girl!! [my dear: together we works for our future!]::

year 2008 is time to make a great saving! [Insya Allah]