life is really at critical stage!

its not easy as what ppl think...never! i really hope that time will fly quicker than normal..i need to finish ths hitch soon...im tired...im stress...im overload..one after another is coming...and one by one giving us pressure...ya allah, pls permudahkan segala urusan ku..besar sungguh tanggungjwb yg d galas bila terpaksa memegang harapan dan kepercayaan seorang big boss...kadang2 aku terpk, salah aku ke kerana terlalu bagus sebelum ini? hinggakan dia tidak percayakan yg lain..atau ini yg allah dorongkan utk permudahkan segala nya? aku cuba menjd positif..aku cuba melalu hari2 dgn tenang seperti biasa..tp...aku masih belum berjaya utk itu..its already 2 wks plus..another 4 wks to go..hmm..trying to tune my mind into positive way!

feel likes i want to run away n away from other ppl..........................i miss home? before, but not now...aaarrgghhhhh......

why?

i feel unhappy :( why ?

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I'm back to work..

yerp..it's been long time i didnt update my blog..erm..bukan x de yg nk d luahkan..cumanya, x cukup masa nk menulis d sini..after 6wks 5days i spent on field, 2wks full in abu dhabi, and at last, on 15th August, i was safely arrived in KL..home sweet home :) m soo happy! spending all my time with my dearest husband..a lovely week! we really have a great time together..3days 3 nights in Pulau Perhentian, Tganu..coming back to kl, spending our time with bbq party, eating out, cooking, watching movies at home, shopping, and a lots more xtvts! ouh yeahhh...but its all happend within 1 week only! 23rd August morning, we have to b apart again..my flight was in the morning..and now, im writing ths entry from Kuwait staffhouse..waiting the crew driver to pick me up and bring me back to crew...the place where i have to spend my time fr another 6wks! yerp, i will spend my ramadhan, and Eidul Fitri here, in Kuwait..far from my beloved husband, family and home..currently my mind is in progress of resetting - m back to field life, with new additional post assign to me, as LPT Team Leader..

whatever it is, im still bersyukur, coz im able to spend 1 day of ramadhan with my dear husband, for the 1st time as married couple...sronok sgt, dpt sahur sama2, berbuka bersama...hmm...its wonderful! i love u so much sweetheart..

now, i have to start counting the days again...but ths time is cool, because i know that i only need to spend 6 wks here..and tentatively i will travelling on 6th October to KL..yeay! 6 wks only!...the 1st week just started..

ramadhan in kuwait, subuh is around 3.50am..and maghrib is around 6.30pm..i dont know yet, what is available for sahur here..i have to wait for tonite..and this time i really hope that i can do morning shift every day! because its easy for me to berbuka puasa later at the end of day..and also, easy for me to pray zohor n asar...insya allah..may god bless me, and makbulkan doa ku..amien....

ouh ya, few days back, i've got a niece! my brother got daughter..yippie yeay! im officially an auntie now to my own niece..huk3..her name is Balqis..agaknye mcm ni laa kot eja dia..hehe..she's sooo cute..putih melepak..jari2 dia cantekkk....jeles! hihihi...ok laa..see u aftr 6 wks balqis..take care tau to u n ur mommy..

ok..till then..Happy Ramadhan fo all..feel and take part on ths blessful month to the max! :) Selamat berpuasa, selamat bersahur, selamat berbuka buat semua readers...sama2 kita doakan kesihatan kita semua...

::moga allah berikan aku kekuatan, kesihatan, dan permudahkan segala urusan ku d sini...insya allah..amien::

01 08 09

yeay! its August today! m sooo happpy...im writing this post from Staffhouse in Abu Dhabi.. I arrived in AD last night, at 1015pm..with such a great n tired experience...taking gulf air flight, just for the sake of cheapness!!nuts! i hate it...btw, gulf air is a good flight if compared to egypt air or kuwait airways..but, the sequence and the transit time last night almost make me dead..from kuwait to bahrain, n from bahrain to abu dhabi..i supposed have 1 hour transit time.. from kuwait, they checkin my luggage straight to abu dhabi..but for me, they said, i have to get my boarding pass from bahrain airport..my small heart already said, do i have enough time for that? boarding from kuwait, the flight was delayed...due to unknown reason..it should depart 1800..but its already 1825, we r still here, in kuwait...my worried begin...gosh..if i cant catch my flight to AD?my boarding pass? my luggage? ......

i arrived in bahrain at 1935..pls noted, its arrival time!the moment every body inflight stand up to get their hand carry, i was like, rushing, to run out from the flight..because my next flight should depart from bahrain at 2005..once im able to escape myself out from the flight, i run................go to transfer desk, ask my boarding pass..guess what? the guy on the transfer desk counter saying that, the gate is closed already! hah?? ouh god..thats not my mistake..flight from kuwait was delayed..my luggage already transfer to abu dhabi..then that guy call his boss...haha..in my heart, i keep praying, ouh god, pls make all ths easy on me..n the boss said that, the flight is waiting for me..everybody is boarding now..he print our my pass n said, straight away go to gate 32..whew...alhamdulillah..thanks god! whre's this gate? 32? shit...its very far...im running like hell..after x tau brape lama dh x lari, haha, suddenly need to do ths exercise!m able to get ths flight, at last....whew...m safely arrive in AD last night with pain on my foot..maybe sbb dh lama x lari kot? huhu..

just hope that ths case will not be repeated again aftr ths...i want a peaceful journey..no rush! i hate it..m going back to kl after 2 wks here..taking same flight, abu dhabi to bahrain, bahrain to KL..yeay! looking fwd to meet my dearest hubby in KL! really miss him soooo much!..

tomorrow a new story will begin...working in the office, which u've been leaving all these more than 7 months, n now, u need to catch it up, all over again at very short time! bless me...

yeay!

today is 27th...means, today, we r married for 4 months! yeay! alhamdulillah...skjp je..diam x diam dh 4 bulan rupenye..tp dh 10 minggu x jmpa..huhu..sedeh :(

hmm..today, 6wks done! tomorrow start my 7th wks..and i have another 2 wks plus to go home! yippie! x saba nye nk jmpa encik suami tersayang..harap2 dia dh abes job time tu..my dear hubby now on job kat miri offshore..will hardly pray for us so that we can meet each other ths time! it will b 12wks plus dh x jmpa nant by the time im home..uhuk3..besar sungguh pengorbanan kami :

few days more for me to b on crew..i feel extremely lazy nk pegi abu dhabi tu..sbb nant kene spend duit sendiri..x suke nye!!! haih..ofis job plak...xpe..2 minggu lbh je lg..huhu...cant wait to have our next honeymoon vacation!i miss u sayang....x saba nk makan2 n masak2 ngan encik suami :)

today...

today is 22nd July..yerp..its my birthday.. Happy Birthday to me, myself n I..another +1 to my age..its 2nd year for me celebrating birthday on crew, which is far away from my family n friends..last year was in egypt..this year in kuwait..what about next year? i hope im able to celebrate with my dear husband..insya allah..

its confirm that i'll having my Ramadhan n Hari Raya Aidilfitri in Kuwait..bless me..this is my 2nd year also celebrating Eid away from my family..in 2007 i was really lucky because my manager gave me days off a day before Eid..in 2008, i was in Egypt celebrating my Eid, which is not an Eid, where we have to work normally as usual..and, this year will b the 3rd year for me celebrating Hari Raya Aidiladha away from my family..in 2007, i was in Abu Dhabi, attended a course..in 2008 i was in Abu Dhabi also, same case, attended a course...and this year, 2009, will be same case again...im going to attend a course there in Abu Dhabi..hopefully next year, at least one of the Eid, im able to celebrate with my husband...insya allah..

gud news, 5 wks done! but i still have another 3wks plus...im doing 8wks plus this time..crazy..working continuously for more than 60 days...but, this is the life..working life, to be exact! a bit pressure this few days, because we short of ppl..i hope that i manage to stand until end of my hitch..

ive got my ticket home..after all, im still not happy with that..i'll lost 2 days for travel! hate it..just because of company want to save money..really unhappy, because i should use that 2 days with my dear hubby, instead of wasting it for travel :( Insya allah, i'll arrive in KL on 15th August afternoon..and will travel back to Kuwait on 23rd August morning...what a short break!by the way, i have to appreciate that, at least i can meet my other half after 12wks plus we r not seeing each other..so sad...12wks is already equivalent quarter of the year! quarter of our wedding year just gone like that...bless us!

i've been granted Kuwaiti residence visa for a year, which will expired on next year June..which means, i will not have any visa problem to enter kuwait aftr this, and thats mean, i will not have extra days for my vacation..huh~

i will travel to Abu Dhabi on this 31st July..for my office assignment..really hope that i can control my self in terms of spending money over there...i know, there's summer sale now! but, i have to discipline myself..i need nothing at the moment! so, i have to bare in mind, no need to spend on unuseful things...i'll be in Abu Dhabi again on ths November, by the way..

thats all update for now..

::moga allah murahkan rezeki ku dan pjgkn usia ku, berkati hidupku, kurniakan kebahagian dan kesenangan pd rumahtangga ku, limpahi kasih syg pd ku dan suamiku, serta permudahkn segala urusanku walau d mana aku berada...amien..semoga aku sentiasa dalam lindunganNya::

its almost 4wks done!

yerp..tomorrow my 4th wk is done! yippie~ another 4wks? maybe...hopefully i can get my residence visa within time..

my health not so good lately..just hope that im able to manage myself for another 4wks here..May Allah give me the strength and healthy here..amien..

LIFE is always full of surprise!

....anything to say more? *end*