is it true?

Selalunya orang yang kita sayang,
suka membuatkan kita dalam keadaan teruji.

Selalunya orang yang kita sayang,
suka membuatkan kita terkeliru.

Selalunya orang yang kita sayang,
suka membuatkan kita terluka.

Selalunya orang yang kita sayang,
suka membuatkan kita terkilan.

Selalunya orang yang kita sayang,
suka membuatkan tahap kesabaran kitamenipis.

Dan selalunya orang yang kita sayang,
suka membuatkan ianya hadir
bila memerlukan dan pergi
tanpa meninggalkan pesan...

Dan kita terpaksa melepaskan orang yang kita
sayang..kerana kita sayangkannya..
kerana kita terlalu amat menyayanginya..

Dan kita pinta perpisahan kerana kita tak mampu..
untuk membenci dirinya..
kerana dia sentiasa berada dalam hati kita..
walaupun dia yang paling banyak mencalarkannya...

Semoga Allah memberi petunjuk kepada kita dan org yang kita
sayang..
semoga kita semua mendapat rahmat dariNya...


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m home~

hmm...dh kat rumah dh..yeeaaayyy!! hehe..sronok..sbb dpt balik umah..dpt jmpa buah hati syg! :) thanks syg for ur time..1st weekend at home, m going for kursus pra perkahwinan at gombak..alhamdulillah..akhirnya, able to manage our time to do it together..hopefully it will give smthg useful for us..insya allah..

my budget wise is absolutely out of ctrl ths time! whew..x tau apsal..hopefully able to do smthg with it b4 it will gone tooo far..huk3..

::enjoying my break time at home with loved ones ;) ::

off from crew..

yeehaaa~! home sweet home! i'll b in kl soon...insya allah, moga slamat smpi d rumah...hehe.. x saba dh nk balik ni..hak3..rinduuuu nyeeeee..........

its decided...

yerp..aftr few weeks of searching...ive decided to go for ths brand only..

• nine west - mine
• kenneth cole - mine
• tommy hilfiger - my dear
• hugo boss - my dear

perfect search! haha..lps ni x yah pening2 dh..just straight to ths 4 boutiques and decide to choice plak apa yg nk d belik..done..insya allah..byk lg yg nk d buat..i have to be more pantas! sambil menyelam minum air, bak kata org ye...huhu..moga d permudahkan segala urusanku..insya allah...moga allah murahkan lg rezki aku..amien..

::may Allah bless our beauty dreams..amien::

at last...

yippiee!! at last..im done with 6wks..hooraayyy!! 1 week to go! yeah..m happy~ x saba nye nk balik kl...syg, pls wait for me until m reach kl..aaaa...sminggu je lg nk balik! suke2!

since 24th oct hr tu m just lepaking inside my room..doing nothing..haha..watching movie..surfing...chatting..eating..uhuk2..ths is the best rest time ever had on crew..haha..u'll not get ths gud time often in seismic life..hehe..enjoy ths moment wisely su!~maybe the main camp move on 29th..n the normal job will back on 30th or 31st..seee....brape lama aku dok melepak je..haih..x produktif langsung..tp sronok! haha..sbb lps job start up..just few days je aku kene keje..jeng3..then ready utk break! hooyeeehhhhh!!

erm..currently waiting for another news from Abu Dhabi..email that i received recently saying that i've been selected to join the UniQ project as team member in Abu Dhabi..dont know what to hope on..just wait n see..insya allah..andai ada rezki, dpt laa..aku yakin, allah lbh mengetahui..tp..kalau dpt, travel saje laa keje nye ye..huhu..instead of field job in egypt, i have to go for office work in abu dhabi..n going for break..aaa..harap2 sumenye x menggangu schedule aku..dh plan baik punye ni smpi laa my wedding..insya allah...moga d permudahkan segalanya..amien...

::looking fwd to b in KL..yeehaaa!~::

moving out..

yerp..we r going to move out from ras gharib area to 6th october city..the main camp move will be on ths 29th..today some of the trailers all ready been hooked up..ready to move tomorrow morning, which will b 1st day camp move..yet, today n afterwards, until evrythg done, im free~ yeehaa..x keje pun..wahaha..n bagus nya being female on crew is, u always get exemption when camp move..ahaks..yippie! insya allah, as crew manager plan, they will send all female to cairo on 28th n b back to crew on 30th..looking fwd for the day..x tau nk wat apa..ahaha..xpe..just wait n see..since we have 3 female here..gotcha!

esok my brother's solemnization day..erm..sedeh plak x dpt tgk..xpe..dh pesan kat diorg, amik gamba byk2..nant nk tgk bila balik..hehe..x saba nya nak balik kl!! rinduuuuu! as usual rasa mcm byk bende nk wat..tp..hehe..x tau nk list out mcm mana..yg pasti, sy sgt rindukan cinta sakti sy! sy perlu bertemu dgn dia...ouh..syg, i miss u so much!

balik kl..1st thing is - timbang berat badan!- haha..hopefully it will give me gud figure then..huhu..then, br makan2..hoho..nk mkn chillis..nk mkn secret recipe..nk mkn sushi jugak! m looking fwd for a gud place to treat my beloved family n also my dear family..still searching..x tau nk blanje diorg mkn apa..haih..susah jugak nk pilih tpt mkn ni..xpe..still got time..oh yea..hr ni br prasan, 10 days more ill b in kl!! hak3..suke2! just hope that my dear still in kl..really hope for that..insya allah..moga allah permudahkan segala Nya..amien..

lepaking's day..haha..watching movie.playing sudoku.listening to music.sleeping.eating[absolutely bad actvt :( ] apa lg nk wat? lms? errr...tgh kumpul smgt kerajenan ni..hahaha..insya allah..

::moga d permudahkan segala urusanku d sini..insya allah::

2 wks more to b in KL..

yerp..today, 2 wks more to go! alhamdulillah..5wks done..m really looking fwd to go back home..i miss everythg!everybody!all in KL..

aku perlukan kekuatan, ketabahan dan ketengan hati..ya Allah, berilah petunjuk pada hamba mu ini..sesungguhnya aku yakin ini adalah dugaan dr mu..moga sinar hari esok mampu mengembalikan segalanya spt sedia kala...hati ini masih menyayangi dia, hari ini, esok dan insya Allah selamanya...aku sgt rindukan dia :( Ya Allah, satukanlah hati kami dan pjg kan jodoh kami hingga ke akhir hayat...amien..moga Kau permudahkn segalanya buat kami..

*pengajaran buat diri ini supaya lbh matang menilai setiap yg berlaku d masa hdpn..byk lg jln penyelesaian yg baik selain dr [marah]... berhentilah drpd mengulangi kejadian semalam! cukup hanya sekali*